27/12/2024 01:03:28 by homeos7asis
I have loved the sight of a shapely man in his socks since I was a kid, far younger than I should have been to have started having any of these thoughts. From the outset, my sexual fantasies almost always included men in socks doing it, and I struggled to see why other people seemed so apathetic to it. I have always liked the aesthetic of tennis players, kilted men, and heavy booted tradesmen and adventurers. The older I got, the more I became aware of what socks were worn by suited men, and how socks could be worn in a deliberately flirtatious way (e.g. tube socks in vintage American porn).
To me, socks were and continue to be as significant a part of a man’s sexy look as jockstraps and boxer briefs. The fact that my interests aren’t really acknowledged by porn filters or the general consensus of men-enjoyers frustrates me, and I must have spent god knows how many late nights gooning while trying to find the perfect image or video. These days, thankfully, it’s better and much easier to find content that turns me on.
But unfortunately, I still feel like I don’t have that many people to share my interests with, even though it is clearly not such a small or obscure niche anymore. Finding someone online to meet up with has been difficult enough, but there are some more kink-liberal places than others. But it still somewhat pains me to divulge to a prospective meetup that I want them to wear this type of sock, and that I want them to keep them on the whole time. I feel that ironically, this taboo is both an obstructive and an enabling force at the same time: obstructive because there are just so few opportunities to *truly* enjoy sex, and enabling because the satisfaction of finally finding something or someone gives me the high that I can use to fuel my next search.
The online kink community definitely helps relieve a lot of this tension and frustration. Sharing content and interacting with fellow users (no matter how fleetingly) is fun, and keeps some of this taboo excitement alive. I don’t know if I could or would have it any other way (e.g. have absolutely vanilla sexual preferences), but I suppose I do find myself cursing my sock fetish more often than thanking it, lol.
